I’m sad today. It’s just me….. Rowland and Carson, my number 1 and number 2 men, left for a fishing trip in New Mexico. They’re so excited, and I am excited for them, but I will really miss them. When Rowland’s gone, I’m okay because Carson’s still here. Now that he’s gone, too, it’s just me in a new place with my three little ones. Hmmmm…… The Englishes are on vacation, too……. I ate too much for breakfast, and my face is breaking out…… I’ve been working on financial stuff all morning and have my checkbook totally screwed up (not the first or last times!)….. I’d like to have a date with my husband, but he’s gone all weekend, and when he gets back, he’s going to the movies with my son and his youth group…… Then, I have to be on top of my game for 700,000 back to school nights. As tired as I am of back to school nights, why do we have them every year and for every grade and every school and every teacher…….even Jia? Of course, I can skip hers, but then her teacher will do a home visit! (You’ve got to be kidding! She’s four!) All that to say, it’s just me……… Don’t try to call. I’m probably not answering the phone. It messes up my pity party! Besides, sometime today I have to take a shower so that I can take Kitty to her first gymnastics class. The ball is about to get rolling really fast!!! Then, I’ll be wishing it was just me…..